Saturday, January 16, 2010

Anxiety

It begins: "Anxiety" my psychological and physiological state characterized by cognitive, somatic, emotional, and behavioral components that are combined to create an unpleasant feeling that is typically associated with uneasiness, fear, or worry. The questions begin towards the BIG move on V-day: What do I take? Where am I gonna put it? Will it all fit? What about the animals? Where will their stuff go? Will living with him really work? So, I did what I do best to relax those anxieties and just picked up a handbag full of clothes, my dog and headed to the apartment for the weekend. Once there to my suprise nothing had changed since the last 2 weeks I was there. I made dinner and cleaned EVERYTHING since the OCD kicked in! A day later, the anxieties have returned and still do not know how to answer all my questions. I have now created some new ones (GREAT!): Will I bring everything on V-day? When will I set up everything? Will I have enough time? Are the animals adjust to their new home? Are we gonna do anything for Valentine's Day? The thoughts just keep on racing!
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